Monday, August 15, 2005

Spent would be one word to desrcibe what I'm feeling right now. I can't believe it, UPCAT's finnaly done. The pieces are already set and now all I can do is to keep on doing a better job with my grades and hope that I make the cut. A few weeks from now will be another test that would dictate my future, ACET. Take note, Ateneo and UP are the only 2 schools that I applied for for college. If I don't pass both, well, we'll see what happens haha.

There's something bothering me, haunting me wherever I go, asleep or awake. It's become a behemoth of sorts, a towering monster of memories and emotions theatening to drown me at any given moment. It's scary because I'm really feeling tired of all the masquerade that's been happening. It's hard to look happy when you're not and it's tough to feel you're alright when you're actually not. I tend to become a very emotional person when it comes to things that mean a lot to me; to the things that I keep really close to my heart. That's more or less why I can't really make my brain work properly with this clogged right smack in the middle of my pipes. I have to get this out of my system before I blow up and bid sanity farewell. As dear'ol RJ would say...

"Oh the pain" "Oh, the rupture"

posted by ej @ 8:58 PM

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